I've spent my entire life concealing the real me beneath layers and layers of disingenious laughter and smiles. I wear a mask because. . .. . .my real face is ugly, covered in scars and filled deeply with pain that seems to never go away.
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Name: Natasha
Birthday: 3/3/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Wow, things have really changed since the last time i did this thingy. Now, i love to read. Right now im exploring the series "Fearless". I love sleeping. If i don't get at least 12 hours of sleep im never really fully rested. I love to dance and sing. I can't sing or dance but that does make a difference. I do it anyway. That also goes wit the fact that i love to listen to music. I sometimes watch MTV Hits all day. I'm listening to it now, lol. If you know me than you know that i love to watch Sabrina the Teenage Witch. MY favorite channel besides MTV HIts is The N. I like to watch Degrassi, Clueless, and O'grady. I love shopping (check out mah blogring). I love all mah friends. I love hanging out wit them. I love mah family. I love running. I quit that for a while cuz i hate going outside. The guys are so perverted, seriously. Unless i'm with someone. That's about it.
Expertise: I don't think I'm good at anything. I actually suck at so much stuff it's not even funny. But of course you aren't interested in what a loser I am.
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Saturday, July 02, 2005

Currently Watching
Pirates of the Caribbean - The Curse of the Black Pearl (2-Disc Collector's Edition)
By Johnny Depp, Geoffrey Rush, Orlando Bloom, Keira Knightley, Jonathan Pryce
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Hello again,

Just a few days ago I was pretty down. Thanks to Juan and Diego I'm so happy now. Made me realize that I have the greatest bf and the greatest friends to support me. Well anyway, yesterday I went to the garden to work. The garden I'm talking about is the Enchanted Garden at Kennedy High School. At first I thought I was just going to do community service but then Mr. Thoman told us that we were getting paid. I was so shocked. I made twenty bucks and I was having so much fun. I was there with Juan, Diego, Ray, Siddiqi, and Leurin. It was so much fun. We did a lot of work. I came home so dirty and bruised up, I loved it.

Today I did absolutely nothing. I was supposed to hang out with Elsie, Samantha and Sylvia but I woke up to late. I woke up about one thirty. Now I have nothing to do. My summer is off to a bad start already.

Peace and Love,

Natasha


Monday, June 20, 2005

Well HELLO THERE EVERYONE!!!!!

Guess what????? Well I finally got myself a man. First let me update you on tons of stuff:

*I'm going to LaGuardia next year. It's official. I'm leaving Kennedy. That really sucks but in a way, I had no choice.

*Like I told you before, I FINALLY got a man. It's about time. And this time it's the real thing, no bologna. His name is Juan. We've been going out for a little bit over two weeks. He is the best. He isn't only drop dead gorgeous, but he also has a brain!!!!! Those type of guys aren't really available anymore these days. Well like I was saying, he's hot, wise, smart, funny, and he is such a freak, just like me. He has this weird foot fetish, which i think is so cool.

There tons of more stuff I could say but yeah, I really don't want to bore you. I have nothing to do over the summer so far so all I'm planning on studying and hanging out with Juan and my other awesome friends. Well thanks for listening.

Until we meet again. . .


Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Aloha,

long time no talk. well there's to uch stuff going on but here's some of the main ideas:

-i'm falling in love again(well not rele love, i just like someone)...... ewww ..... .i  know it's so pathetic 

-im a total nerd. my new, not to mention unwanted, title: the smartest girl in school. yeah i got the highest average out of about 5,000 students. yeah i know, very sad. my pic is on the 4th floor, it's so ugly. i think i might pay someone to tear it down.

- i finished the whole series of Fearless. OMG! it was so good. i cried. why did he die!!!!!! why did she leave! i can't wait till the next series:Fearless FBI i hope it's good.

-im addicted to DDR again.i got 5 A'a and im finally on light. laugh all u want ppl cuz i don't care!!! THANKS A LOT SAM!!!!!! srry for rippin ur mat.

-i never mentioned my audition at Laguardia. it was fun but im not going. Kennedy rules! y the hell wud i leave all the ppl i know n love.

Goals to be achieved before i leave h.s:

-get into a GOOD college, i was thinking of stanford university

-be fluent in spanish and french

-make and keep real friends that i will have for many years, during h.s and forever-well not rele

-learn how to kick ass. yeah i know it sounds pathetic but i have my reasons

-get a good SAT score

well those are the most important ones. there are so many more but i dont want to bore u.

Chao


Saturday, October 02, 2004

ok, high school isn't all that fun anymore. lol. i made the greatest friends and we go about evrywhere together. the problem is that im having to much fun. because of this im getting a 70 on my test. it happened yesterday when i ended up playin in class cuz the teacher was absent n he gave us some questions that's counts as a quiz. i only did 4 out of 5 n i think im getting maximum a 80. i pissed. i got all 100s in dat class n on 95. know my average is a 95 when it could have been a 98. yeah u mmight ask "what's my problem?' but my problem is that i made a promise to my self not to make friends and to strive to be the best n im failing already.

well the good things are that i made the step team. im dropping out of volleybal n joining track instead. im still in bwb i think im dropping out because the meetings are the same day as the step team practices. im confused. i just joined cuz my friend wanted me to. n i have a feeling she's gonna get kicked of the team soon. she's good but she cant get the beat. n if she doesnt have rythmn then she can stay on the team. if she gets kicked of im leaving too i think. im not sure. i neva planned on makin the team. there's too much pressure. that's y i dropped volleyball. since our v team is like one of the best or something our coach is gonna force us to keep winning. i cant handle all that pressure. i meet this girl, she's a jr i think n she dropped out of the team because she couldnt keep here grades high enough. she said since she joined she went from a 95 to a 75. i believe her. it is rele hard. i can't have my grades drop like that.

then there's my problem with guys. i can't get on cuz i suck at talking to them. there are somany times were i blew a guy off because i rele didnt know what to do. like yesterday. there was this cute guy on the bus n he was starin at me. he goes to kennedy cuz he was wearing the t shirt. then his friend is like he likes u. n i just gave them this look that said "so. . . ur point is" n she was like "oh, she just played u," then he was like i dont like her, she just looks like this girl i know. then he asked me " do u live in manhattan?" then his friend was like"if she lived in manhattan then y would she b in the bronx right now. n i was laughing.

yeah well bye


Friday, September 24, 2004

High School rocks. i made plenty friends. im getting all hundreds (well actually i got a B+ too). i joined the volleybal team. i also joined Building with Books. and nothing happened today even though its freshman friday. welll this guy got stabbed the other day but umm, yeah. that happens.what else. . . oh yeah some people can't even tell im a freshman, it's so cool. and i don't get lost anywhere.woohoo!! n i made the coolest friends. they r so fun to hang out with. downside is that i haven't been reading alot recently. but i have been writing a lot of poems. well most of them r in my head. i forgot most of them, tried to write them down to late. well bye

 



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